憂鬱花信

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台灣冬天不如日本寒冷,只要簡單的一杯熱咖啡、濃湯,足以溫暖整個身心。

逼近花信年華的冬日裡,每天都在倒數著這樣的溫暖,

跨越了,就成了24歲的對23歲的憂鬱感傷。

在剩下的這幾天,其實我很焦慮。

Unlike Japan, winter in Taiwan is not extremely cold.

Only a cup of hot coffee, soup is able to warm whole body up.

In a few days for coming 24-year-old birthday,

I am counting for this warm winter, truly feeling depressed and anxious.

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我在焦慮著工作上的未來前景與規劃、

我在焦慮著如何平衡樂團裡創作者、主唱、與歌手的差別、

我在焦慮著面對前一段感情的羞愧與感傷、

現在卻懷疑起了自己對愛情的信念。

懂不懂愛? 那何謂愛?

I am anxious for future plans, job arrangement.

I feel worried about how to be a good writer, vocal, singer.

I feel anxious about the shame, sadness for ex-relationship

Now it is turning to be faith for love.

Understood love? What is love?

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文字與文字間都有些不明的空隙,空隙和空隙間又藏著若干的疑惑。

每天都在勉強的工作過生活,但是這樣的每分每秒是不是奢侈的可怕呢?

Between my words, there is numerous doubt.

I spend everyday on work and life in this way, does it sound like awfully wasting time?

 

極力地找尋解憂藥,也就只剩下「簡單直覺」了。

是也反映在我的穿著上了,簡約、意義。

「多的就不用了,剩下的只是直覺性需要的、可靠的。」

I am desperate for Prozac, which is supposed to be  “The Intuition”.

Reflecting to my recent style, simple, but meaningful.

” Nothing unnecessary, only something essential”

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那台灣製的毛衣,毛海排列的整齊劃一、純棉的質感順貼著毛細孔而行,柔嫩而甜蜜如棉花糖,

一時都忘記了什麼是毛衣的感受、大概是與空氣的結合感。

過膝長裙、格菱紋膝上襪,這樣的搭配對我以前來說絕對是超齡的老人裝束,

現在看起來卻單純的舒適,

不知道是逼近24歲的焦慮、還是心態上的成熟開闊了這樣的視野。

Taiwan Cotton sweater, surprsingly soft and comfortable, closing to skin like sweet cotton candy.

Hard to tell the feeling of wearing a sweater, approximately feeling like skin and air, and nothing else.

Over-knee dress, sounds like an old lady’s choice- this is what I would have imagined in the past.

However, it perfectly suits me on this circustance to bring out simple, calm, comfort.

Is it anxiety for incoming 24-year-old, or the mental maturity opened the different views?

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敬可畏的24歲,我歡迎您的來臨。

Welcome, my 24.

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Text, photo/ Dawn Kuo 

I was wearing

Cotton Sweater/ PIPES

Shoes/ Jeffrey Campbell

 

Author: Dawn Kuo

如貓般陰晴不定,沈溺於品嚐服裝、音樂、旅行,嗜花維生。 Moody like a cat, addicted to garment, music, travel, botanic. Contact: dawn.kuo91@gmail.com

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